Sunday, November 13, 2005
Bye to all.This is too sad a place for me to linger any longer. I'm leaving here for a better paradise out there.
maoed.]
at 9:46 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Goodbye!I had my hair snipped today! It's a new hairstyle and Shuz said that I looked mature in it. Another significance of this haircut is to symbolise a more mature Jia, who is ready for another level of trials and testings.
Goodbye to the old emotional and the lazy bone Jia. I'm embracing Him in this coming O level. I want to see an obedient and prayerful girl rising in me. :D
maoed.]
at 12:34 AM
Friday, October 28, 2005
Our PE story.Rhythm of the falling rain.Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again
Now the only girl I've ever loved has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart
Rain, please tell me, now does that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another, when my heart's somewhere far away
The only girl I've ever loved has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart
Rain, won't you tell her that I love her so
Please ask the sun to set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we know start to grow
Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain,
Telling me just what a fool I've been.
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again
Oh listen to the falling rain
Pitter patter pitter patter,
Oh listen, listen to the falling rain
Pitter patter pitter patter,
Oh listen, listen to the falling rain
Pitter patter pitter patter
Towards the year end, most of the Tuesdays were rainy days. I remembered those days because most of us will buy a bowl of hot spicy Laksa, occupy three rows of Canteen tables and start eating, talking and laughing. Here and there, the rain will splash in and we wished that we could walk under the rain. Then some of the girls will start singing this song, wishing that the time will stay by forever.
maoed.]
at 1:56 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Hope within me.Yea! Finally I found the Science Physics ten years series by SAP at Toa Payoh Popular! This, makes me a very happy and hopeful girl! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Salon hunt with Shepherd just now. I'm gonna cut hair this coming Monday! :D
-spins around-
I am so so happy now!
Bytheway, I bathed three times today.
But meows, thunders now. Don't like!
maoed.]
at 10:37 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
It's the time of the month, again.There's a kind of pain hovering at my abdomen and I'm sad about it. This tells me that I've not exercise for quite some time. ):
12days left and I don't feel stress or anxious for the exams. I don't know if this is good, or bad. Today, I went school and Mdm Lee taught me about Matrix, substituition and a few more. I feel confidence building up in me for Math. After which, I bumped into Cheow and Felix and we had our lunch together. The guys forced me to study with them, and I meant literally forcing me!!! Hahaha.
Then I met a dear someone and sought help for photocopying notes for me. She gladly helped with no complaints! Haiii. I see her with a kind of lonely tear, cos next year is gonna be a different year for her.
Yay! Troubie and Wyn is gonna cut hair with me at end month! (^^) I cannot wait to snip my hair off so that it will not be so messy! XD
Words either hurt or heal a soul. Yet knowing this fact does not equip me to stop hurting her with words I never want to. It's always in the spur of the moment that I inflict pains and hurts, making only myself to be remorseful. No amount of apologies is enough to make up of the past unhappiness. Perhaps all that I can promise is the everlasting unchangeable silent love I have for you. Always and forever, your precious Jia.
maoed.]
at 8:30 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Shopping time soon!I dislike my hair now, it's so messy that it irks me very much. Don't like! Please post comments of what kind of hairstyle I should cut. Actually, I would much prefer a change in hairstyle. I'll be visiting salon near the end month, so please tag! ^^
Today is Mummy's off day, and I stayed home the entire day to accompany her. This means that I didn't touch any revision the entir day, too. Hoho. Ah, my Mummy is beautiful. Absolute. She's such a simple woman, who doesn't utter a word of complaint when situation in this family is bad. Oh! And I just learnt how to make another dessert from Mummy! :D
Anyway, shopping is ringing at the back of my mind every now and then! Those pictures I posted above are those graphic tee I found at Oldnavy. To date, these are the things I wish to get::
+ Levi's 581 Eve Straight
+ Birkenstock sandles
+ Mickey's bag
+ Above tees!
+ Jumper from Oldnavy
+ Skirts!
+ Pants from POA
Meows! Shopping, shopping, shopping! ^^ (But before that, money needs to exist...)
Sidetrack a little, I think Chen Xiu Huan is very pretty! The one who is starring as Huiyin in the channel 8's 9pm show. Pretty, pretty!
For now, I really ought to study and try refraining myself from being online too much because... it just suck my time out of it.
*HintoBro:: You can splurge on me!!! MUAHAHHA. XD (since your three meals are well taken care by army. HEHEHE.)
maoed.]
at 10:06 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Meows!-MEOWS a hundred times more!!!- For the past one week, I've been eating like some fat cat. Blehh. But anyway, I'm left with only
15days to O's!!! >.< It sounds a bit scary to me now already.
maoed.]
at 1:48 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
Lazy Friday.Trials and hurts are steppings stone to a stronger being.
Today is a lazy day for Eugene, Roy and myself. We wasn't productive in the revision at all. Sigh, this is bad, considering that their exams starts earlier than mine. =l
Headed down to town around 4pm and the guys had haircut where Shuz and me sat at a corner talking about nutrition and exercise. After which we had our dinner over at Cineleisure, then Shuz left for tuition, Roy left for Nexus and Eugene and myself went to Heeren to get his shoes. Now, both of us own the same model of Converse sneakers! :D
Received a call just now and I was overjoyed! Going to have Math tuition next week!!! XD
maoed.]
at 9:28 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Unspoken."My cats lick their wounds when they're injured."Faithful is the key to all friendships.
Why is it only when your trusted friend has left you then you will treasure the faithful one? I don't understand. Sigh, we're just not loyal enough at times.
I've always thought I'd moved on from those wounds inflicted to me(my heart) in the friendship drama I experienced this year. But tonight, when I talked to someone and reminded of those days, I realised that those wounds are still laid bare there. How hurtful.
And I still do cry over all the cards and messages. I'm too silly to always hope that things will still be like before. I am just a substitute because the other was sucked into another person and is oblivious to the world.
I've always wanted alone outings with you and I did try. But my attempts always fails me. Now, I'm too afraid to try because it risks tears and disappointment."Sometimes I think if things can remain like last time, it'll be so good. But I reckon time changes everything.. changes you and me."
maoed.]
at 9:58 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
The things we dropped.Finally, after a long time, I've gotten back my study momentum. Perhaps
21 is really the magical number that generates the "cheong" hormones in me in studies. :D
Today was my second time studying with Eugene, Roy and Shuz. Indeed, I enjoyed studying with them because it was absolute silence and everyone was really studying! Seeing them, I can't bring myself to stop working too. :P During the two times of studying, I knew more about them, and they, too, knew more about me. For the first time, which was last Friday, Roy discovered that I can't take spicy food. And the rest saw my face turning red!!! =x Today, over the lunch table, I laughed at Eugene. Perhaps he really appears funny to me though he didn't do anything. Haha, he was puzzled to why I burst into laughters too. :P
BUT STILL, Roy and Eugene was mean to me today!!! They laughed over the dates of my examination(their's end on the 7th Nov while mine starts on THAT day itself). >.< So Roy said we should have one celebration on 7th, and another on 22nd! Haha.
On the way home today, I saw a man dropped something after he alighted from the bus. And he didn't realise and just went on walking. While I was bathing just now, I thought over the number of faces I have came to know and how many I hold on dearly now. We can't please everyone and we can't own everyone - this, is the truth. Therefore, I'm really thankful to have people in my life who loves me, cares for me, and corrects me.
Perhaps along the way, I've dropped something that seem insignificant to me, and I've yet to know. Maybe, maybe one day I'll find back that thing.
maoed.]
at 10:03 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Endless rain.The weather is good now - rain but no thunders! Slacking in the hall with Graduation playing out from the speaker, which reminded me of my school days although graduation was just over.
+ Where love and friendships were built within that classroom.
+ For all the Mondays that we came back with sleepy faces, and pulling through the three periods of tedious English. Especially when we are told to do Comprehension! Hahaha.
+ Missing 3/4 of this year's PE with Mr Ang but only attended Ah Nei's.
+ For all the Tuesdays and Thursday that we own the entire canteen because our recess is a period later than other secondary classes. Also, enjoying recess together as a class because we'll occupy one entire rows of table!
+ Tuesdays spicy day for Devotees because 1/2 the class will indulge in the Laksa! :D
+ Singing Above All and Doxology in Chapel on every Wednesday.
+ The six periods of F&N where we ate,
gossiped, downloading of songs and shouting over the class.
+ Friday being the good and bad day - getting over the three periods of Math is tedious because it is after recess, yet knowing it is Friday made us endured the day through.
+ Topics thrown over the recess table where I learned good and dirty stuffs. Hahaha.
+ Hilarious moments with Mr Lau where he flared up or became cranky.
+ Sitting with my Happy Island mates!
And the list goes on. All these, we can't do it together as a class anymore, though we may still be returning back to school. Ah, memories are precious.
The rain seems endless and forever. As though it has slowed down the tickling of the time, leaving it there forever.
maoed.]
at 1:14 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The final graduation.
I graduated from Presbyterian High School today. I wouldn't use the word "finally" here because I have never looked forward to this day, nor do I really hate this school.
As I walked towards School today, there was an intertwined nervous and excited feeling. I haven't been to school for the past one week, including weekend. And today, I looked forward to see all my classmates simply because today is the last day we'll enter that class together. I was beaming with joy when I saw Kaihui, followed by Lengy.
Some people say that high school is the period that memories are best remembered. I agree. As I sat in the chapel today, viewing all those photos we took in the past five years, I knew that they were the best memories I can ever ask for.
In 2003, we stepped into this class and started out as strangers. Some dislike my clique, some were afraid. Back then, we deal with problems more than studies. What we looked forward most was teacher using lesson time to deal with classmates who got themselves into trouble, and we witnessed a number of caning cases. Those, seem normal to us because we grew to be used to it. Then it came a point that our class got splitted up because it was beyond control. We were looked down upon and condemned. The biggest trouble we gave the school was the time when our classroom's ceiling collapsed - we hid books within the ceilings. At the end of that year, a handful of my classmates got kicked out. It was a hard lesson that we had to learn.
In 2004, we joined back the class as one. One event that I'll still remember would be the Racial Harmony - where the guys spent 3 days building the Effiel Tower and not forgetting Wen Cong's one and only French song. Despite those eyes casted upon us for our inability in producing good results, we braved through the N levels. 10 was the estimated figure that the class will survive but we proved them wrong - we returned back with 74% passing rate.
This year, our class shrunk to 23 people. It was a small class yet the level of volume never change. We became more united and we understood each other better. Through all the school events, we bonded even more. We have had our good and bad times, yet they were stepping stones that brought us all to another level of understanding.
To me, each individual's personality and character has taught me Life in their own way. Their life stories had touched me even more, which grew me in accepting them, loving and care for them. Various teachers taught me what Life is all about an I sincerely thank them. In times when I was walking the valley of darkness, they showed me the light with the hope and faith they have in me. My classmates; their laughters cheered me on when my day seemed blue.
Devotees, the final lap is here! Let us hold on to each other even in the midst of working hard! (:
maoed.]
at 4:34 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Joining in the chorus.Today shall be the last night I should be seen online for so long. 9pm show had ended and I shall use that time to do more revision.
29days more to O's and
44days more to FREEDOM! To date, these are what I've planned to do after examinations, and during the break I'll get.
-Meeting up with Shuping!!!
-Shopping at Malaysia.
-Visiting gym and swimming pools.
-Meeting up with my friends!
-Learning how to cook a more decent meals.
-Enjoying my life!
I'm migrating to the land of Muggers from tomorrow onwards. If you need to find me, please call my hp! Yes yes, WHOLE DAY INCOMING FREE!!! :D
...chasing after the ideal future.
maoed.]
at 9:59 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
The released cat.Today Yesterday was a good day for me. While waiting for Ron at Bishan station, I received Miss Tan's sms. That sms relieved my stress - no longer will I be afraid of being barred from O level examination or be chased after for MCs because of my absent from school! :D
We went to EsTeler77 to have our lunch, which I only ate 1/4 of the bowl of Chicken Noodle, and then we went for the TheBodyShop Warehouse sale. Didn't get anything 'cos there were no sales on the shower gel. Spent the afternoon studying at TCC before we headed off for shopping again. Haha. But! I completed two chapters of revision for my Social Studies already! :D
Reagan came down after his work and met us at Suntec, then we met Shufen, and off we went to Sakae for dinner! I have been locked at home for too long a time, as though I have lost contact with the world outside. But anyway, dinner was good - talked, laughed and eat!!! I
swear I ate my heart out today - I was really really happy! Talked to Reagan while we walked back to station with all those funny incidents I heard about him.
After tonight's dinner, I'm even more convicted about exercising MORE after my O levels. I better start exercising again before I expand too much. Oh yes, be sure to know that I'm locking myself for the next 30 days, just to mug and mug and mug. I want to claim all the rewards I am promised with when I get into the course I want. :D
maoed.]
at 12:29 AM
